Friday, May 20, 2011

Day 2: This is a little overdue.

Technically, I'm posting this after midnight, so I've already failed my "every day for a month" thing. Suck on these little Chinese nuts.  I may expand upon this when I don't have a migraine.



'Amour'
Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier
Sie atmet dich sie sucht nach dir
Nistet auf gebrochenen Herzen
Geht auf Jagd bei Kuss und Kerzen
Saugt sich fest an deinen Lippen
Gräbt sich Gänge durch die Rippen
Lässt sich fallen weich wie Schnee
Erst wird es heiß dann kalt am Ende tut es weh
Amour Amour
Alle wollen nur dich zähmen
Amour Amour am Ende
gefangen zwischen deinen Zähnen
Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier
Sie beißt und kratzt und tritt nach mir
Hält mich mit tausend Armen fest
Zerrt mich in ihr Liebesnest
Frißt mich auf mit Haut und Haar
und würgt mich wieder aus nach Tag und Jahr
Läßt sich fallen weich wie Schnee
Erst wird es heiß dann kalt am Ende tut es weh
Amour Amour
Alle wollen nur dich zähmen
Amour Amour am Ende
gefangen zwischen deinen Zähnen
Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier
In die Falle gehst du ihr
In die Augen starrt sie dir
Verzaubert wenn ihr Blick dich trifft
Bitte bitte gib mir Gift


Love is a wild animal
It breathes you it looks for you
It nests upon broken hearts
and goes hunting when there are kisses and candles
It sucks tightly on your lips
and digs tunnels through your ribs
It drops softly like snow
First it gets hot then cold in the end it hurts
Amour Amour
Everyone just wants to tame you
Amour Amour in the end
caught between your teeth
Love is a wild animal
It bites and scratches and kicks towards me
It holds me tightly with a thousand arms
and drags me into its love nest
It devours me completely
and retches me back out after many years
It drops softly like snow
First it gets hot then cold in the end it hurts
Amour Amour
Everyone just wants to tame you
Amour Amour in the end
caught between your teeth
Love is a wild animal
You fall into its trap
It stares into your eyes
Spellbound when its gaze hits you
Please please give me poison

Love is anything but tame.  Love is anything but predictable.  Love is anything but logical.  So why do we crave it so? Why do YOU want love?

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Day 1: Hoppe hoppe Reiter

Keep in mind that I'm not planning this shit out before I write it.
I just sat down and started typing.
So here we go.
Check it out baby guuuuuurl.
You left me.
Oh no, we broke up.
And it's been a while since we last spoke, but....

>.>

Those are not my words.
For real this time.
+ + + + +


Mein Herz schlägt nicht mehr weiter


There is an ache in my bed. Both dull and sharp, the room is built around it.  This is a room I no longer occupy, for the light blackens my skin.  The ache is immense, and in its presence, no one speaks of anything but.  Leave, I ask the ache.  But it is resolved to stay, forever hurting and forever interfering.

Surely, Reason will solve everything.  Reason will come, armed with logic and soundness of mind, and he will oust this ache from my bed.  I wait for Reason.  For what seems like the greater part of my life, I wait.  All the while, Ache is present, tightening my chest and darkening my vision.  When Reason comes, he slips in like a hurricane.  We are only so prepared for him.

Time is irrelevant at this point.  Moot, impertinent, consuming.  That is what Time is.  And this is how it passes.  I have come to lie on the floor.  I will wait for Reason to prevail until my bones are dust and my breath is merely the wind.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

I built that bitch a brick house. Bitches love brick houses.

I can honestly say that there is no one like me.
Whether or not this is a good thing remains to be determined.

I need to get back into writing.
Staples needs to chill the fuck ooouuuuut so I have some free time.
Don't get me wrong; I love all these hours.
However, if I could work shorter shifts and balance it all out over the week, I'd be pretty stoked.
Fuck if that happens, though. I already work six days a week.

Remember that next time you want to bitch at me for not hanging out with you.
I have bills to pay.
Unless you're going to start paying my rent and put gas in my tank, CHILL THE FUCK OUT.

People put me in an extremely bad mood.
Seriously.
Just thinking about the shit I have to deal with on a daily basis because people want to either think with their genitals or their emotions.
One in the mother fupping same.

Next thing I knew, she was all up on me screamin', "Yeah!"

Okay, those aren't my words.
Shhhhh.

But back to what I was here for in the first place!
Blogging.
Right.
That.
I'm going to do it more often.
A topic a day? Maybe.
Or how about a post a day.
Even a picture?
For a month.
I think I can handle that.
And if I can't....
Well, then I need to seriously rethink some shit.

RIGHT-O!
A post a day.
I'll do it.

Post number one will be tomorrow.
For today, I shall leave you with this: